| In my dreams I'm dying all the time Then I wake its kaleidoscopic mind I never meant to hurt you I never meant to lie So this is goodbye This is goodbye Tell the truth you never wanted me Tell me... In my dreams I'm jealous all the time Then I wake I'm going out of my mind Going out of my mind
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| i have some pretty funny videos from last night mainly eiken talking. i had a good time last night. i know what im getting for some kiddos out there... but i wish i could get a present for everyone but im cheap so too bad.. i still need to go shopping for the presents soo yikes right... my moms gone once again... whoo...? i guess... anyways im trying to think of anything exciting... umm oh i kicked ass at pillow fighting... got my eye nearly poked out by a corner of a pillow let me tell you it was pretty vicious haha . im not too excited to go over to my g-units house... blah fo sho but i guess its family so suck it up happy holidays and what not stay off the acid... |
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| bowled and danced at the same place. saw a man in a dress. i fell down the stairs 1049638749087 times. i headbanged... got clawed furiously by my kitten. fell in the snow.. and i had a kick ass time. so today i wore my ballerina tutu! yay exciting god no one reads my xanga.. shows how cool i am right on! ahh w/e im a loser so it shouldnt surprise me. i made a guy cry today.... i felt extremely bad... i should call him try to cheer him up.. i didnt even know that would make him cry... i feel like an asshole. i guess i am though but enough of this i must do h/w and reviews and such for finals. whoo |
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| so today was fun... i was suppose to go to the student lead thing ughh i hate that.....im sorry to say but its pointless for me... im only doing it bc it will look good when i try to get into college. hum...trailer trash tuesday.... 80s day my opinion we all looked good... haha but to the wangsta chicksthey thought we looked dumb... ugh people just dont have good humor... blah to them. umm the day in general really sucked im really down feeling im not sure why. i guess it just was... so heres some pictures.... 



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| My head throbs.... I'm excited for trailer trash tuesday. Should be fun! : ) This tuesdays theme is 80's day. If you want you should join.. yup yuppers.. its a blast. humm.. my music isnt working on here i think... yikes something else to waste my time with to only have no one care except me. haha poo.. So.. humm i think i'm gonna make my soccer ball bag into a tank top.. it will look pretty cool.. I hope.. this weekend wasn't fun... more of on the bad side. but i would like to tell you a story about a caterpillar, named jemenz. He was being made fun of because he hung out with the grasshoppers. He was always trying to be like the grasshoppers jumping, making all kinda of noises with their legs. While all the other caterpillars thought badly of him saying that he looked stupid. Then along came a large object from the sky as Jemenz was hopping around on leaves. Then it became dark... he was in a place where the air smelt strongly of sweat and mold. All of a sudden a bright blue light flickered on. The walls around the caterpillar were scribbles of outrageous colors that made collages of giant pictures of clocks and horrid faces. The caterpillar was frightened none of his grasshopper friends were around. He was all alone.. surrounded by loneliness. The caterpillar decided to eat the pictures that hung all over the concave and converse walls. Out of no where there was a horrible screaming as if someone where being slowly torn open with fingernail clippers, the caterpillar paused with a concerned face and looked around him. He saw nothing which then he became skittish then quickly burst out " who the fuck is here!" Right after he said this the voice broke down into a sob. Paranoid the caterpillar was looking everywhere to get a chance to see this strange sounding thing. In a flash the caterpillar looked up seeing this shadowed face looking at him. The eyes sunken in with the nose thin with flared nostrils. The forehead was wrinkled to where you could almost make a maze out of it. Then it said with a little bitterness in the sobbing voice " i don't like you eating my shin sir, first you eat my art work then you eat my flesh why is this?" The caterpillar still in shock he stampers " i'm sorry but my tummy rumbles and i lost my only friends, and the other caterpillars don't even call me as their own." ahh shit this story isnt going anywhere I just got bored and this is what i got sorry it sucks and its a waste of your time. goodnight. I love you all. and.......... do something crazy for me... : D whooo hoo. |
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